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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2005|05:57 am]

new journal

 

Skateboard_Love

 

add me bitches

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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2005|12:55 am]
[ThIs PuNk Is | content]
[PuNkIn It To |flogging molly]

wellll............ obviously i didnt move.... no you fucking idiots i wasnt lieing... my shits all packed ill take pics for you dumb fucks who thought it wasnt reall.anyways..... some shit happend yall dont need to know but im not moveing in with matt... deter wants me to move in with him, he said his dad already said yes... i know kinda hard to believe after last time.. but still.. i dropped outta school yesterday cuz deter swares on his life its reall... and as for our engagement hes been doing more work on the wedding then me lol.. he picked out the date, maid of honor AND best man, were its gonna be, and his wedding vows.... the only thing I did was pic the wedding song.. and he wants to get the actually band to play... i know you fucks might think yeah right ok but i already know his connection and shit and famouse bands do play weddings so shut the fuck up.. its weird, im finally with someone who loves me and treats me perfect..... hes great and im so inlove with him. weve had one fight.. and that was ME getting mad at HIM... he went back into the hospital and everythings ok finally lol.... i got my kickflip WOO HOO! frank is to bitch to talk to me and james and ryan are beeing nice to me now..lmfao... things are ok... ive been like uber depressed sinse saturday night technically sunday morning... anyways im finally ok.. im gonna trust deter about moveing... he has so many different ways to ask me to marry him in his head.. all so fucking sweet.. he rights me poems all the time.. my mom read his wedding vows and said it sounds like hes realling inlove with me lol..... and he wrote like 5 different sets of vows lol.. OH and he baught me a star... like a star in the sky.. you buy one and name it... he did.. cuz theres one star (no its not the north star) that shines brighter then the rest to me... he got it for me and named it after me..... hes so fucking sweet.. pat wants to meet him.. me and pat are like best friends the dork.. he calls me now more often again lol. but yeah.. i updated cuz everyones bitchen i dont..

OH and deter came out of nowere saying

HeathersGumyBear: im your james dean
HeathersGumyBear: youll be my sweet queen
xSkateBoardLovex: aww i love that song

so our new nick names is james dean & sweet queen
and yes i have a new sn... he has one about me and i could have made it DetersCuddleBug or SkateBoardLove so i made it our love... he calls me his skater girl and hes my skater boy.. so we have a skateboard love lol and a punk rock romance and a gerage band wedding... hes in a band.. lead singer lead guitarist... thats my baby lol


im makeing a new journal soon... ive had this for almost a year and its pissing me off.... this entry will be in the new journal lol.. later
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WOW! today was um... weird! [Jan. 25th, 2005|07:44 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | content]
[PuNkIn It To |finch]

wow! well ok ill tell you my day in little parts or else youd be here forever! woke up at 10.... brit christina and maria came over, went to school, cursed out the monitors and some other people for beeing fucking stupid, came home, fight with mom cuz she started bitched for no fucking reason, got pissed off, threw foot through a wall.... HUGE as fucking hole, um... calmed a little,kyel and jay came over, kyle pissed me off, went outside,came in,bigged out cuz idk whats wrong with me and i felt really weird, threw fist through wall... yet again another big hole, broke door, fucked up knee skateing... but almost have my kick flip back YAY, talked to deter for a little, was thinking about leaving, deter got me to stay,.... ate food.... huge food fight felt a HELL of alot better.....maria christina and britt left
.......... then the BIG thing happend... i was so depressed or bugging out anymore like i was all day.... frank,ryan, and james had the nerve to come to my front door.... HA... james was nice ryan was ok... i wouldnt let frank in... he went back to his car... britt came back over and frank came walking to her so i said get inside cuz he was looking for her.. he starts bitching at her while shes in my house and hes at my front door cuz i wasnt letting him in.... well he said "why you saying im talking shit?" and um frank IS so i said "frank you are" so he starts yelling at me at MY house saying "shut the fuck up your not in this"... i calmly say (and YES it was calm at first) "you have the nerv to come to My hous eand yell in MY face at MY door way?" so he starts screaming and he moves towerds me!.. yeah RIGHT i started screaming back moveing to him and he just walked back from me then he threatend deter...... BIG fucking mistake...... so i went off... of course.... started walking to him yelling at him .. hes threatening to beat MY ass so im walking to him with britt AND kyle holding me back... and kept saying "do it then frank" so he just walks away from me... from my door to his car he kept walking backwards acting like i was scared of him... kyle got scared and let go cuz i started swinging... he aint talking about MY fiance and not expect me to do anything about it.... soooo ryan looks at me and starts helping britt pull me back.... he stands in front of me and frank acted like ryan was holding him back... ryan moved frank started walking away... i stopped walking he was pussy so i said to myself "deter would flip if i got into a fight with this kid" so i stopped and he threatend top hurt deter... the kids all the way by the parking lot and im like 20 away from him and NOW he wants to threaten deter when hes practically in his car? britt and kyle grabbed me at once and tried to carry me to the house... frank started wakling back i came back outside .... lets just say shit happend and my knee got fucked up.... britt pulle dme back and almost let me go again so then he left... so ryan calls trying to be mr. peace... franks in the background and screams "im comeing to kill you" HA yeah ok!... i said "ill be waiting in front of tall oaks" he never showed... that was the end of my night... i wasnt deoressed anymore but yeah.. it was funny. RIGHT AFTER that my dad calls.... and were talking about me leaving and i told him me and deter are engaged... hes happy for me and wants to meet deter... anyways.... things calmed down and shit.. so i started talking to my friend matt.... i found out the ring deter got me....
white gold really dimond ring from tiffanys!

heres matt telling me:

RazrBladeRomancs: he showd you the ring??
CrombieSurfer804: yea
CrombieSurfer804: white gold
RazrBladeRomancs: how the fuck he know i didnt liek gold?
CrombieSurfer804: i dunno
CrombieSurfer804: u guys r freaky rmember
RazrBladeRomancs: he got me a reall dimond ring??
RazrBladeRomancs: :-[
CrombieSurfer804: yupp
CrombieSurfer804: from tiffanys


mine and britts jaws DROPPED! ... anyways.... yeah thats was my day in simple form... alot longer then i thought it would be lol... deter was suppos eto get back online before his opp.. but its already 8:92 so i dont think he is cuz his opp was at 8... he might be on later though i hope... i wanna talk to him before matt does about the fight ... dill would have a heart attack if he knew...but anyways later popples!
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(no subject) [Jan. 24th, 2005|08:16 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | worried but tryin to be happy]

well everyone start preying for dill..... hes back in the emergancy room..... uhh what would i do without him... i love him soooo much!!!

oh and dill wanted to tell everyone.... the reason he wore the track shorts was cuz he was in a sexxiest legs contest..... my baby won!

those sexy legs are mine FOREVER!!!!!!!

i love deter i love deter i love deter hey hey hey hey
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trying to be happy [Jan. 22nd, 2005|10:34 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | missing here baby]

my baby in short track shorts..... hes so sexy lol! i love him so much... everyone please prey for him to get better.... 1 more week.... well be in eachothers arms and everything will be better baby i promise!

 my dork... thats my baby. ill have alot more pics when i get there!

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(no subject) [Jan. 22nd, 2005|07:20 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | worried and crying about deter]
[PuNkIn It To |"nothings gonna stop us now" the starting line]

im like freaking out here..... dills in the hospital right now... the ONE day i fucking go to school matt and caitlin tried getting ahold of me! dill was jumped by that bitch devin and cody and 5 other guys wit baseball bats RIGHT after he asked me to marry him! he was there all day yesterday got out i talked to him a bit.. he was ok.. then last night i talked to him and he asked me a question and i answerd and he was happy and everything. then out of nowere he didnt feel good and passed out and matt and caitlin were there i was on the fone wit caitlin for a while and i talked to dill when he started to feel better i talked to him again till his power went out. then i went to bed and got online it was 6:30 around and im not putting up why i havnt been on all day noone needs to fucking know. but matt was online so i asked if dill was ok and hes been at the hospital all day getting tests done and im so scared. matt cant even get there cuz shit happend and hes sick and shit. and caitlins sick so she cant get there and i wish i was there by his side id be in the hospital with him. and now i think one of my good friends are mad at me for the stupidest shit EVER! i mean this bull shit is fuckin retardedly DUMB! and right now i dont need this shit! what the fuck ever. i dont need this ive been crying sinse yesterday and its suppose to be the happiest day of our lives mfor me and dill. and it was his Bday but now i just hope he pulls through this. one more week and im in his arms i cant wait! i hope everything still goes through cuz idk what i would do if they dont. i already said good bye to everyone! uh im going im crying and im hungry!
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2005|05:40 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | singing happy Bday baby]
[PuNkIn It To |"nothings gonna stop us now" the starting line]

HAPPY BITHRDAY BABY!

todays deters Birthday! i love him SOOOO MUCH!

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well... the rest of my life begins now....... [Jan. 21st, 2005|01:14 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | engajed.......]
[PuNkIn It To |"always" blink 182]

well last night could have been the best day or the stupidest day of my life..... one question and one word answer.... changes the rest of my life! deter asked me to marry him...... yes its only been a week weve been dateing.... BUT the feelings i have for him are as stong as i had 2 years ago....... i havnt even felt this way about patrick... last time i felt liek this was tim... my first and last time ive been deeply IN love... ok so im stupid for saying i love deter... hell im IN love with deter... but noone understands if i feel this way for HIM only... and i havnt felt this way with ANYONE sinse my last true love... and he loves me... on the 28 deter,caitlin,and matt are driving here to get me... im saying good bye to everyone now... im not turning back... ill be home quick on the 8th and 9th of febuary but after that im gone... well anyways... to deters question i thought about it and listened to my HEART... which i dont really listen to much after tim.. but i answerd him what my heart said ... YES. so i AM engajed to deter johnson.... i do love him and i am in love with him.. and if this doesnt work out then i guess im fucked.. but i know what everyones saying and you can all piss off... i dont realy care what people think all i know is that i am HAPPY! which is weird. anyways im in school and everything and im doing something for his day! yes today is deters birtday! HAPPY BITHRDAY BABY!!!!!! i love you with all my heart ! till death do us part baby!
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HAPPY! [Jan. 20th, 2005|05:09 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | contemplative]
[PuNkIn It To |mine and deters song]

im so fucking happy! im leaving in a week but ill be back on teh 9th of feb. dills comeing with matt to come pick me up! he said hell come back for me to go to the docs on the 9th and he'll hold my hand! hes so fucking sweet and i have his presant planned for tomorrow! pat has his show tomorrow night! hell do good. pats beeing the friend he said hes gonna be. he wants to meet dill and everything. but my babys birthday is tomorrow! YAY! the thing that sucks is he never gets online till later at night... grrr! hes the best though lol! uh ive been sick and it sucks and i garentee im gonna get into a fight with my mom tonight. shes suck a fucking bitch. i woke up this morning to some bullshit note... well you know what fine... matt went to the docs tonight and hes gonna tell me when he can drive and come get me... ill find out as soon as he gets home for sure...... ok well matt just told me... 2 weeks IF he gets his eye sight back in his right eye he can drive.... but were trying to see if caitlin can drive next weekend to get me cause i HAVE to get out of here!
well im talking to matt and hopefully deter soon! and and THANK YOU GINA for my new deter icon! i love it!
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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2005|09:30 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | tellin you i heart you more!]
[PuNkIn It To |"nothings gonna stup us" the starting line]


                                                                                    
                        Heather                  
                                                                                                                             
                               Dill                       
                     


                                                                             
                      january 16th, 2005  
          
                         

 

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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2005|09:17 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | SO filled with LOVE right now]
[PuNkIn It To |"nothings gonna stop us now" the starting line]

mine and dills song.... i found the perfect sing and im SO happy! and i found it all bymyself didnt get it form anyone or anything! im so happy! this is for you hun! MUAHZ!




Looking in your eyes, I see a paradise
This world that I found is too good to be true
Standing here beside you
Want so much to give you this love in my heart
That I'm feeling for you
Let them say we're crazy
I don't care about that
Put your hand in my hand, baby, don't ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart

Chorus
And we can build this thing together,
standing strong forever,
nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now

I'm so glad I found you
I'm not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes to stay here with you
Take it to the good times, see it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do
Let them say we're crazy
What do they know?
Put your arms around me, baby, don't ever let go
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart

Chorus

Ooooo, all that I need is you
All that I ever need
All that I want to do
is hold you forever,
forever and ever

Chorus
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sad but oh well [Jan. 18th, 2005|04:15 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | excited]
[PuNkIn It To |"always" blink 182]

well me and pat ended it all... he wants me to be happy and i couldnt be not beeing with him so were not gonna be together anytime soon... im going out with someone now actually... i started likeing him alot and we talked alot so he finally asked me out.. its matts best friend whos over all the time anyways. OH and devin and cody from MD are fucking dead. i really like dill alot... i was worried when he got hurt but hes fine now. he was so happy when i said yes.... hes so sweet and thats the biggest reason why i liked him ALOT! i mean alot alot hes cute and funny and cool. pat knows and dill knows i still love pat and need time to get over that. pats happy im with dill cause dill makes me smile and stuff. and me and caitlin (matts g/f) are beating up dill and matt lol! yeah you heard me were kicking your asses. dill said he can beat me and matt said he can too and sinse i lost my tag team partner caitlin said shed be it... which works out so fucking cool anyways cuz its b/f's vs g/f's its gonna be great... i think dills comeing wit matt to get me and hes bringing flowers he said. he asked me to his prom...i was like awww hes like uber sweet. and his fave foods are all my fave foods. hes great anyways lol.... this weekend was fun and so is this week i guess if its my last weekend better make it a good one.... dills my gummy bear.. the green kind lol! pats my bestist friend still so im happy. anyways yeah ..... me smiley alot... ellie and mikey are together me and dill and britts getting someone soon.... ill make sure of it lol.. then yeah ... im finding out tomorrow for SURE if im leaving or not on the 28th or later..... its hopefully the 28th but meah..... well im talking to my skitles chicks... well spaxxnoid britt is here playing games and spazzing the fuck out but its funny!

    

my green gummy bear dill..... his hair is shaggy now which is cool i love both spikey or shaggy lol!

 

january 16th, 2005        good day!

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(no subject) [Jan. 16th, 2005|06:32 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | contemplative]
[PuNkIn It To |"what went wrong" blink 182]

i slept over christinas last night and the night before britt slep over.... next weekend is my last weekend here. its been weird around here sinse idk i guess sinse im leaving but meah oh well.... if you couldnt tell i changed my main headline.. yeah we all know somehtings wrong.... no i still love pat lol its not that... something different so dont freak ok?! lol! ive been listening to blink sinse i got home.. OH and just got done with another massive nose bleed. stress i guess! cant really do much. i got new PJ... they say funky monkey on them christina got them for me cause she got britt pjs too... ill miss them most and ellie and mikey... yes ellie and mikey are going back out! im happy as hell! but im gonna go... pats sick.... again! so idk i might call to see if hes ok! anyways yeah later
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(no subject) [Jan. 13th, 2005|02:46 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | excited]
[PuNkIn It To |boys night out]

well yesterday and the day before sucked SO fucking much like... it was unbelievable. i lost my love, my best friend in MD, and my other friend was sad and ther was to much shit going on........ well yesterday was PERFECT! lol! pat called my house, he was upset and everythings back to normal with me and him.... i got my best friend back, weve relized someone was starting shit and was lieing and shit, matts happy again and his new g/f is fucking cool as hell...... today i had so much fucking guts ... LMFAO!......... i walked up to tim and said "tim we need to talk" he said "ok then" so i said "ok well im moveing in two weeks and shit and i wanted to say sorry for everything that happend between us in the past i know it was a huge thing and it sucked but im sorry it happend and yeah..." so he looked at me and he wasnt angry or anything he was seriouse and says "heather i accept your apollogy and im sorry too" then we smiled and walked away..... sherry thought we were gonna hug. lmao. everyone was like wow heather and tim are talking adn smileing and shit! it was funny but its cool! we ended it FINALLY! but im so syked i cant wait till i leave! the 28th baby YEAH! 2 weeks and 1 day! WOO HOO! anyways yeah im talking on aim to poeple SO ill be back later!

Razor Blade Romances
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man look at my new house! [Jan. 8th, 2005|07:56 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | excited]
[PuNkIn It To |savage garden]

i got pics of the new house... matts sending me pic of his house saying so how you like your new home? its great look! and its like i can say our house and shit! cuz it is! YAYY!

 

the back of our house.

 

our back deck going off anot the lake

 

the front of our house

 

our pool

 

 

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.... this is it! [Jan. 8th, 2005|12:56 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | gonna miss everyone]
[PuNkIn It To |savage garden]

this is it... im leaving everyone.. moveing to maryland. i mean it seems unreall right now to you but im seriouse. last night me and my friend matt talked it out. im moveing in with him... very soon. 3 weeks actually. it was suppose to be just for the summer. but everyone knows whats going on and i dont think i would come back. all the stress and depression i cant be here. ill mis each and everyone of my friends. and ill be back to visit its only 4 1/2 hours away. and its not like im dieing ill still keep intouch with everyone thats here. i guess if you want like some have you can blame someone else.. ellie blames pat lol or you can blame everyone i hate ... oh well. but its very reall and you can ask certain people who knows its true lol.... kayla J knows she talked to the person who im moveing in with.... Brittany C knows she was there when i talked to everyone there about it....ellie C knows cause ..well cause she just does. dont believe me if you dont want to... and whether you like me love me or hate me... i still say good bye. might as well get this all done now sinse its all reall and the next 3 weeks is my last if it pulls through.


now for the good byes and sentimental crap lol!

brittany C... lol my best friend ever.. such a fucking idiot. ill be back dont worry... its not like ill ever forget you. your my best friend... shit your my fucking sister britt. everything weve been through. theres noway i can forget it and all the pictures i have with you in them lol... jigger jigger jigger up in this piece! lol shut thup. i love you britt with all my heart your my sister no matter what and ill be back to see you. S4L

christina R... your my sister too... me you and britt... you were there when i went through some tough shit... and you were here to throw caked down my shirt... so you got bitched my a chicken... litteraly. MARTINI christina NOT martini and rossi lol! ill miss you so much girl... i love you SKITLES! lol sinse you forget the other T lol! S4L

ellie C... almost 2 years as best friends... weve had our fights but always managed to get back to were we were. the things weve been through together.. tim.. mike.. mike... penutt butter brownies... mike... tacos...mike ... hm im starting to see a patern ANYWAYS you know ill always love you ellie.. theres no way i cant. AND STOP BLAMEING PAT! lol.... and its not over your not alone.. you can call me or ill call you or ill be online.. ill buy batteries for pats cam to take pics.... love you ellie STUBBY and SQUIRRLEY!

mike G... my baby brother.. what can you really say.. youve been there through EVERYTHING basically. the closest person to me actually. your out doing what you have to do now and im leaving soon. our lives are finally ready to start good. never really thought it would happen huh? lol i dont knwo what i would have ever done without you mike.... you know that. without you id probly be dead right now.... and vise versa lol! ill always love you baby bro.


mom,dylan,jon...... my family.. i love you guys more then anything lol

peter doug... my cousins basically my life lol... love you guys




well as i keep telling britt dont get to upset yet... with my luck shit can happen and me leaving WONT happen..right now its a sure thing.. we made the times the dates and exactly everything thats going on.. but shit happens and its to good to be true to me.. so dont get to upset till you watch me drive away lol!

i love you ...... bye
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(no subject) [Jan. 6th, 2005|07:57 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | happy]
[PuNkIn It To |it dies today]

people are funny... my brother talked to pat last night lol... so fucking scared! and he knows hwat my christmas presant is... i might go one day to maryland just to surprise him out of nowere! i asked pat what he would do and he would be shocked basically... ive been hanging out with my friend mike (not my brother) alot lately and hes REALLy fucking cool... anyways there was no school today or yesterday cuzza snow. and im not going tomorrow theres no sense. me and my brother mikey have been hanging out almost everyday latley. were getting closer again its good. were always saying ilu to eachother liek we use to. anyways im chillin and im about to talk to pat soon... and its just funny sooo later

ellie shut up lol! me and britt love you!

OH and i actually slept last night i went to bed at 12 i was shocked i woke up at 2 lol but still.... i dremt of pat and i slept YAY! i love him!

and hes getting me the hoodie i want from it dies today! YESSSSSSSSS!
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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2005|11:01 pm]
[ThIs PuNk Is | stuck with a black cloud]
[PuNkIn It To |fuck music]

am i right or am i right? i should be a fucking mind reader! why dont everyone just fuck off and leave me alone!
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OMG he said it! lol [Jan. 2nd, 2005|02:07 am]
[ThIs PuNk Is | cheerful]
[PuNkIn It To |"close yet far" CKY]

OMG i told pat i love him... BIG step cuz yeah its weird! i havnt been in REALL love for a LONG time and we all now how that worked out! yes iv have loved and shit but i mean im talking about LOVE! beeing happy all the time thinking of the person butterflys nervouseness! the whole big thing!well its the new year and i love pat! and i told him...

RazrBladeRomancs: i love you
xBloody---------: i love you to

damn he makes me happy!

ellie I LOVE YOU TOO! lol well i woke my ass up at 6 pm today and im still tired imma go watch some family guy and futurama! later!
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(no subject) [Jan. 1st, 2005|04:06 am]
[ThIs PuNk Is | gonna have a great 2005]
[PuNkIn It To |:choke on this" something corporate]

well im at my brothers house... party finally ended and matt didnt show but hey it scool i got twizted and skated... the block was here and ellie and so many others....me and mike had fun... little drama but by the end of the night it was cool... lmfao kayla called and i was drunk and i answerd the fone and someone told me i was MAD rude to her...lol meah oh well! right now the only ones left is me mikey and someone special to us both.... to clean damnitt! i called pat after the ball droped and we wished eachother a happy new year and we had to go for our party things lol... one more fucking week and then im there lol... problem one lol NO MONEY LEFT! but pat said he was paying for me down there anyways.... well me and ellie have yet another amazeing year of our friendship to start... and me and mikey are cloer then ever.. all this bull shit drama thats FINALLY ending brought us closer. i love my baby brother more then anything....it was a good new years. shit happend but hey with the outcome its gonna be a good yera.. i still have kind of a headache from the booz and im wide awake but its all good.. im about to go out someplace.. my mom knows im here too. i dont know when im going home. anyways...ooo i smell goo... AH anyways im off lol later!

OH and if yo dont leave elie the fuck aloen your gonna have problems! thought i should say that!

i started the new year with my family and it was great.. mike ellie da block i love you guys SO fucking much. were family for life!

patrick ...... i love you! hey i said it lol!

OH and happy new year everyone! 2005 its gonna be great!

man im sitting under my brothers room.... this is so fucking GROSS!!!!!!!!!
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